Complexities

I am so exhausted, I have the ability to neither feel joy nor sorrow. Just a kind of bitterness spreads through my being. Certain recent happenings at the workplace got me a good deal upset. The faces of some colleagues filled me with disgust before it all lapsed into indifference. When I make a mistake, I cannot forgive myself. I cannot rest till I have set it all right. When you are dealing with a responsibility you have one perspective of it. No one else is supposed to understand how you are feeling about it. But cannot people refrain from commenting on the situation? Cannot educated people be expected to not add to other's troubles if they can do nothing to lessen them? That is the lack in most people. They never can empathize. They can only judge and feel superior. Some sort of complex I guess. Anyway, I hope I have seen the last of this present problem and hope it is resolved. But  it is a very unsettling thing to know that one must work with people who will never be able to see beyond their own selves and conveniences.